Trying to Make something of myself

I see the moon. I see the stars. I see the grass. I see the flowers. I see the sky and I see the clouds. All make me think of you. All these things are beauty from nature. All stunning without even trying. They need nothing to change them to make them what they are. They may have imperfections, but that’s what makes them perfect and for this I think of you. In your eyes you see imperfection, in my eyes I see the most perfect thing on earth. A natures creation that is the absolute queen of all beauty. Something that takes my breath away every time my eyes lay upon you. Your eyes are rays of light that light up my world which matches your smile. Your laugh which could be compared to a birds morning song. Your skin that glows like a morning sunrise so warm so beautiful. People say there is no true perfect and natural beauty. This is not true because she is mine.

Today I was at your house. Today I fell asleep in your bed. I dreamt of you. I dreamt of every amazing thing about you, which is everything. I woke up to see your face beautiful brown eyes looking at me. I could do nothing but smile, because whether I’m awake or asleep you are the most amazing thing I’ve ever seen.

When the sun hits your eyes and a smile takes over your face its the best thing I’ve ever seen. When your lips touch my lips and your hands touch my hands its the best thing I’ve ever felt. And anytime you say my name its the best thing I’ve ever heard. You make me realize everyday that you are the best thing I’ve ever had.

My girls moan is the sexiest thing ever.

I get mad I get jealous for a reason. Because the thought of not being with you makes me wanna cry. Someone else making you happier than I can makes me cringe. And the thought of your heart belonging to someone else….well I cant even handle it.

I want my love for you to help you get through.

You just don’t understand how much it hurts.

I love you. Its what my heart feels. My brain thinks. And my mouth says.

You push me away, I will push back even harder. You build your walls up, I will break them down. You are down on the ground, I will pick you up. You cry, my shoulder is open as are my arms. I am your rock. I will get you out and build you up. I love you and I am going no where.

I’m here I’m always here. you say nothing is wrong, but I know you very well. When you wanna talk im here. Cause I love you. Your problems are my problems put them on me. I will hold the burden with you.

This was me the first time i hung out with my girlfriend.

As the days go by I continue to realize just how much I love you. The way your eyes sparkle in the sun. The way you smile when you see me and the way you laugh when you’re happy. Everything about you is perfect.